He said to the other guy,
"but I'm your best friend."
...
Walking together down a sidewalk.
As if it is the most casual thing in the world.
He says,
"should we do something special ? It's almost midnight"
While indirectly gesturing to the large fairy-tale grandfather clock.
Aware of where this is going,
She fumbles and stumbles and awkwardly paces to secretly increase the distance, stammering,
"no, no no, there's no need "
He contemplatively asks, tilting his head to the side,
"should I pull?"
He grabs her arm and holds her shoulder, bringing her closer toward him--
a quick kiss on the right cheek--
breaking into a
luscious emerald green,
but oh so tiny.
small and pushed around,
never voicing a sound.
crazy insolent thoughts,
slowly motioned but at least fought.
whining and crying,
not trying but clearly implying.
i am inferior; lower in position, status and quality,*
a deep obsession opressed graciously.
only in my world and in my mind
lurks these thoughts, smiling behind.
i caught your glance, returned the favour
understood and acknowledged.
your laid back ways
and daring smile
your nonexistant temper
and hurtful whiles
for long and prolonged
a lemon-tart twist; binding and unwinding
this overcoming bliss.
pressing and supressing, one last wish.
tolerating the tickles, the pain,
the yummy kicks.
A musty-orange beam of light shone through the clouds, hopeful and calming.
Deep in the evening it was.
Dry leaves and cold autumn air were adrift, the smell of decay hanging.
She ran away.
He ran after.
She darted through the stream of persons.
His steps were puppet-like.
She slowed her pace to wonder hopefully.
He reached for her arm with affection.
'Hey.. What's going on-'
She wouldnt dare and pulled away.
He was puzzled and missing.
She stared at the pavement in denial.
He searched her eyes for answers.
'What's wrong?'
She thought long and hard.
He waited.
She couldnt do this to him.
He waited.
She raised her head and m
a zap, a buzz,
pure connection.
my eyes, your eyes,
a simple illusion.
the taste, the touch,
sweet sensation.
i need, you feed,
forgotten information.
an edge, a shock,
sudden realization.
i see, you leave,
quite an impression.
the hide, the seek,
silly situation.
my push, your pull,
an awkward condition.
a shift a glance, quick cross-over
your eyes were targetted
but soon abandoned
one question raised, brought to attention
how does it feel
what do you feel
in reverse circumstances
d i s connected,
you and i
gone far far away.
a never-ending search
that continues `til this day.
a wish, a dream,
never meant to be--
constantly resulting in a silent muffled scream.
crazily discouraged
without hint or clue
so tired of this bullshit that ive gone and lost a screw.
the soul, the warmth -it was all draining away.
the heavier the eyes, the more silent it became.
a tide of white petals
showered upon the mates
a charming smile
full of elegance and grace
a weak faint smile spread across your lips.
in your eyes the last glow of life fading into the depths.
a touch so passionate
he held her hand tight
a promising gaze
`til death do us part
there was no end to the ruby goodness.
cold and dark are these memories.
Howdy,
i am still alive.
felt like visiting au hasard today.
too busy/lazy to produce creativity.
thank you for reading.
-bow-
at the moment, a snow storm hits.
it's beautiful.
this is late,
but happy new year!
i wont mention it.
progress will be slow.
thanks for being tolerable.
if youre out there in the first place.
does anyone read these things of mine?
good day.
and where's the snow?